Life has its ups and downs

wish for holiday

2010-01-11T01:19:00.003+08:00

i need to catch my sleep but
after knowing that he is on-the-way for holiday
i really wish he can enjoy his holiday!
please god always protects him wherever he is.
i miss his smile!that can make me blush ^^
he is my hero,and i know he will always be.
o- u should at least get that micky mouse to accompany you touring around?
what if you get lost or sthg?pls stick to your friend.
i know many protectors will be by ur side,so i guess i no need to worry for that.

o- saranghe~
annyeong.

Gloomy day-Happy Day

2009-12-03T01:11:00.003+08:00

I love YJ
I love TVXQ~~

I can't help but to notice minnie's sheepish smile.he is so cute!feel like pinching his cheeks.
I'm so satisfied with this performance, BRAVO!!!
Even though i waited for 2hours but the last part there is connection error which i missed out most of their singing performance. I guesss today my lucky charm is Yoochun,i never missed out any of his part.I didn't get to catch their opening too but the interview part with SMAP,i managed to watch it.
really missed jaejoongie oppa's smile.
Oppa,you should smile more^^
While waiting for them,i'm waiting for Sam's new song to be first play in radio.
I thought i was late but hehe...i listened to his song from the start lol.
I prefer he sings this song without music.
I just find it weird..
I think Ken Hirai sing better with the music.
but he sing better without music.

These few days my moods could change just like how wind moves fast.
Little small things could affect me badly.

Waiting for them

2009-11-26T19:24:00.008+08:00

Huh?i can't denied that after watching them appeared on Miyaneya TV.
I feel there is something wrong with them.
it's always junsu-yoochun-jaejoongie-changmin-yunho
but today is yunho-changmin-jaejoongie-yoochun-junsu.
the saddest thing is when they first introduced themselves as tohoshinki,i know it's different!
it's not harmony.but i still can't wait to see their performance.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
They're peforming!!!STAND BY YOU!!
I want more tohoshinki..pls!!!
i'm still waiting for more performance from them.
One song can't satisfied me!
i'm GREEDY ^^
P.S My jaejoongie oppa,cheer up!

I LOVE TVXQ

~Always Keep The Faith~

MOOD:

tiring day but it's priceless

2009-11-26T00:18:00.002+08:00

I'm too excited for tomorrow.
Tomorrow i'll have class start from morning to evening.
but i know it's worth!at night i cant' wait to see 5 OF THEM perform on together!
even though just watching them from my laptop screen,i feel content about that!
i keep telling myself don't hope for too much but i can't control it.
i love tvxq!I love dongbangshinki!i love tohoshinki!i love all 5 OF THEM!
i should sleep early so tomorrow can pay more attention to the lecturer.
and at night,i can pay attention to THEM ^^
I Guess i'm not the only one who is excited about the upcoming performance tomorrow.
Jal ja,oppa-ya! *kiss*
~Always keep the faith~

Mood:

gloomy

2009-11-21T17:57:00.002+08:00

it's really sad when people just ignore your feelings and just step on it.
i mean can't they just be more sensitive?what if it happens to them?
I LOVE TVXQ!and i understand u don't but that doesn't mean you can say anything u want!
don't cross the line!
even though, jaejoongismy fav but doesn't mean that u can say anything bad about the other members.i love TVXQ as a whole!
u really pissed me off!if u say "that" again, don't think that i'll let u off just because u're younger than me.u just don't have brain izit?
DISBAND?they wont!i believe them!
if they disband or not,it's not ur prob!i don't get it why're u so happy if they disband.
i guess u're just jealous of them.

cheer up!!!

2009-11-02T22:24:00.002+08:00

I don't care what they say!i believe you,my oppa!
whoever is right or wrong,i don't care!
all i care is All 5of them stay together as ONE.

I should learn how the way (milk) thinks.
if everyday they cant stop fighting around,isn't it i can't have a peaceful life?
the solution is as long as i dun care,it won't affect me.

credit:i'm sorry i forget who created these pic but to the creator,thank you for sharing!but if you happen to see this,you can tell me ok?

Mood:

unhappy

2009-11-02T17:26:00.004+08:00

After reading this news from allkpop.com
The two members' thoughts were delivered through a document compiled by Yunho and Changmin themselves, which stated:

We five members of DBSK signed the same contract with the same clauses for the past five years, and have worked together under same conditions with utmost trust in the company, each other and our dreams. We intend to share our dream and future with the company and keep the promises we made in the contract. DBSK was made by SME and we intend to work as DBSK with SME.

No other company can create DBSK, as only SME can provide the best production and management team available. The three members should know better than anyone else that SME is the one who knows DBSK the best and made us the best. We intend to keep trust and promise and thus intend to stay. DBSK's grand future will be with SME.

We believe that our Korean promotion, planned for next spring, should be prepared at least 6 months in advance before our future as one becomes unclear. If the other three members truly want to stay as one DBSK, they must make a decision before it's too late.

They also commented on the beauty product controversy which sparked this legal dispute between the DBSK trio and SM Entertainment:

The beauty product business changed everything. We are not familiar with the matters but we believe that a legitimate company that seeks to do business with DBSK must consult with SME first. It is common sense. We did not get involved because being such a relationship without SME would have meant that trouble was ahead.

We did not want the reputation and pride of DBSK, earned by our hard work, to be ruined by a company that did not work in a legally respectable manner. We are not aware of the contract between that company and the three members, nor do we know what those members were told or how much they have earned through their deal. What we do know is that the fact that DBSK, forged together for five years by all of our dreams, has fallen into its current state because of an unethical company that is simply unacceptable.

With DBSK crumbling away like this, the current situation is unbelievable. It is sad to see that this was all caused by some beauty product company, and we hope that the three members would come back to the days when we were all working hard for our dreams.

Stay tuned to allkpop as the dispute develops between the two camps and make sure to check out OneTVXQ, TVXQ's international fan forum.

€How can they just crush my hope like this???
I just keep telling myself 'Always Keep The Faith'!!!
I havent get to see their concert, if meaning to see them as 5 for the last time,
i rather keep watching them from afar.

Mood:

2009-05-31T01:26:00.002+08:00

i know at least you care for me,that's more than enough
but please don't come back.
i will really hate myself,if i ever turn back again.
i really want to move on
and i think this time it's really a goodbye.

My birthday

2009-05-01T03:11:00.006+08:00

THANK YOU LIST:
Cici aka Joce

Cici,thank you for everything!i'm really very very very happy...sa rang he yo~

I want to show my cake.I CHOSE THIS CAKE!doraemon with ice cream..is full of CREAM.

there is a cut on the cake..aishh!!too excited to eat the cake before i realized i havent take any of the cake pics.

p.s:i feel so OLD!starting with 2.
it's hard to accept but i'll try to..
tomorrow still have class so i'll try to wake up and on time to class.

2009-04-14T22:29:00.004+08:00

it's been a month since my last update.
doesn't know why i feel lazy to update my blog.
but i really don't understand why they wanted to get married in the 1st place and now cheating on his wife back?and vows of marriage,is that just a nuisance?
why does his wife keep using their children as an excuse?
you both don't even care about your children.
why must let the children suffer.they're supposed to enjoy their childhood days instead of getting ignored/left without care.
and
bastard,you're the one who create this mess SO you should be the one who solve this by yourself.
stop involving others into this!
i really despise you even more!

tvxq magazine

2009-03-21T00:48:00.003+08:00

Credits:MR.TVXQ + HeroBaidu + DBSKnights

Kindai Magazine (Japan) May 2009

Credits: Mr.TVXQ+TVXQBaidubar+TVXQfever+DBSKnights

My lovely SHSM birthday

2009-03-21T00:26:00.004+08:00

03.19.09 is a very special day for both of them.hehe!i'm so sorry for calling you both at the last minute.I've my own reason, if i can't be the first3 to say happy birthday- i might as well be the last one so u both will remember me. **i want to be special**

today we went to eat buffet,kimi thanks for treating us!I'M REALLY FULL NOW!!!
my stomach feeling like explodes soon!like a ballon will burst out...
30mins ago,i just finished my dinner-supper,McD delivery again.

We went to watch 'hotel for dogs'.i would recommend all of you to watch this movie.eventhough i'm scared of dogs(or i should say all the animals) but it's really nice watching this movie.funny..touching!dog is a very loyal friend.

IF one day,i could get over my fear about dogs,
i would like to have a white maltese.
cute,lovely,and i love!

credit: belongs to MaxChangmin

tuesday (full of loves♥)

2009-03-18T03:02:00.007+08:00

This morning i slept around 6am in the morning.actually i ordered McD breakfast delivery before i slept.how could i sleep without feeding my stomach 1st.hehe!it's just an excuse but a REASONABLE one. I ordered a pancakes with sausages meal and cold milo.
the delivery was really fast,they said will take around 1 hour but within 25mins, cici heard 'ding-dong' and she was shocked (scared)lol..so she called me since i was in my room watching we got married ep 48. actually i was scared too,to open the door at 4.55am in the morning.
yup!my delivery arrived..and cici,she is really good to me.she waited up for me till i fineshed my breakfast then she went to sleep.
the reason why i called for delivery at 4.30am morning?
i watched tvxq's show in japan.they went to eat desserts..OMO!!I couldn't resist the temptation so i got myself hungry. Actually i want to eat waffle but how can i find waffle in the early morning thefore i replaced with pancakes.

I woke up around 3pm+ in the afternoon so i didn't attend my micro prelim.
Cici cooked us tofuegg,it's not bad but just too salty for me.
what surprise me today is??i checked my blog and i saw a few ppl tagged me at the same time.
one word to describe is UNBELIEVABLE!!

EDITED
p.s: i think the person who tagged me using different name is actually the same person.
may i know who are you?
answer is i know who you are now.it's not one person but 2 persons. UK & US?
am i smart?we can be friends if you want,but don't have to tag me with different name ^^
u get what i mean right?

today is also the 1st time in my history i got to see tvxq's mv,"bolero" in MTV channel.

i count myself very lucky today.

The Chevrons
In the evening,i went to tall2's birthday party.i didn't eat anything there except for her b'day cake.u know the cake is really expensive = costs $175. can u imagine every pieces of it worth how much.i should take the pic show to all of you.
It's been along time since i met rachel mummy,sarah,jacey's friend (sorry forgot ur name,thanks for remembering my name!i know it's special!),steve and the b'day gal.
so happy to meet all of you today!
they said i lost weight and slimmer.LOL! how could it be?when i'm fatter now =(
and
i've to remember to pass tall2 her b'day present.i bought it online and the gift is not reached yet.when i saw the necklace the 1st thing comes to my mind is HER.hahaha xD!!

this week:
friday -buffet
saturday - home food
sunday- my fav breakfast 'bak kut teh'.
imagine how many more kgs i will gain this week??
what should i eat tomorrow since cici have to go school till very late?any suggestions?

Mood:

english-based UFO website..?

2009-03-17T00:57:00.003+08:00

to all SMTown fans!!!
wanna get a message reply personally by SM artists like DBSK, SHINee, suju etc? http://hallyusa.wordpress.com/ and vote which country you're in.
it's a petition to create an english-based UFO website..
gee, imagine you chatting with them..
and it ends on 6 May
dont wait anymore and vote now
you know you wanna!!

taken from soemalimai.blogspot.com/

it's so embrassing

2009-03-17T00:01:00.005+08:00

Today i woke up really late since it was raining,i had a good sleep.
It's been quite a long time since i get to watch music bank show and today was their 500th episode so there were special performances (i watched park ga hee (after school) she really dances well!10 minutes performed by one of the brown eyed girls member).During the show i didn't notice that i started bite my nails again so i went for manicure express.if i wait till tomorrow,i guess all my nails will be gone then.it's a bad habit of mine!

my nails is green with strawberry and bee.

really...embrassed!! whY?? the reason is i was laughed by the passangers who took the same bus as me.I didn't realised i was shouting on the phone.i've a reason ok!my grandma has a hearing problem so i had to speak louder so she could listen but my voice turned out really LOUD!
I dun even realised it after the passangers were looking at my direction and laughed at me.
next time i'll remember not to call my grandma during the bus ride.My dad's fault for offering me to talk with my grandma,i knew if i declined my dad sure would feel offended or pissed off.
but see after i picked up,what i got was just embrassment for myself!

On the 14th of march (white day),3pm,my niece no.12 is borned to this world.
welcome to this world,my little niece!
She is 2nd daughter from my fav's cousin.

Her name is Daphney Huang Shufang♥

p.s: Mui cece,u're really brave!labour in normal way and this time without any help of injection to reduce your pain.PROUD OF YOU!

On the 14th of march, Erica held her 21th b'day party too.Hehe!the one sit beside me is tvxq fan too!she likes yunho,the leader..haha!xD so happy i could kept talking non-stop.
the sad part was ManU lost to liverpool 1-4 =(

NARCIS MODE

can see me???

Ou yanyan: Goodbye dear!
reply from me: Oiii!!have a nice holiday in korea. bring my oppa back too! ^^

Happy Birthday 21th to ♥tall tall aka Jacelyn Ong♥ (am i right?)
Mood:

No title

2009-03-11T22:22:00.007+08:00

today went to library and study with lydia,joce and arti. Somehow it's more effective than studying in my room.
i plan to attend my micro prelim.hehe!i hope at least i manage to do 1qn and fill in the 5pages. that's my goal achievement for now.
Yesterday went to perlini silver to collect the necklaces and i bought two.SHE really pissed me off!i thought she asked me to get for her but NO,it's not for her.
jealous?yes,i'm jealous~!!(only call me 'sin' when u need me!)really ANGRYandUNHAPPY ABOUT THIS!
if u tell me earlier it's not for you,i won't even bother to get up and rushed to find it for you.
and
really tired!but i did catch a good sleep and rest well.that's y i'm so energetic now ^^
BTW,my ou yanyan going to korea soon!i dunoe why i'm so excited for her.hahaa xD!as if i'm the one who's going lol.remember to bring me presents!('s' i want more than one) GREEDY GAL!!that's me.i won't deny..
today is Joce Dad's b'day!we went to eat dinner in boon tong kee.We ordered rice (that's for sure!ican't live without it), fried tofu,sweet&sour spicy fish,kailan veg,claypot and chicken.that's alot lol!there were only four of us.so FULL!

caption:it's not me!lyddiiaa lydiaa

p.s: Yanyan,Cheer up!!!
Mood:

Random tagged by Aiza

2009-03-09T22:59:00.007+08:00

DongBangShinKi Tagged by Aiza

Who is your favourite member?
ofcos my jaejoongie

Who is your least favourite member?
...equally the same after my 2nd fav- Maxchangmin

Which MV did you first see?
Hug

Which MV is your favourite?
ballons,begin and mirotic

What is your favourite video dancestep?
it's purple line and mirotic

Which TV show with DBSK is your favourite?
Come to play,before that was TVXQ xman special (ESP: ofcourse!game)

What do you think about them?
they are PERFECT as they're together!

What was the DBSK item that you bought?
albums,calenders,blanket,mouse pad,concert items,and jaejoongie's cross earings.

Have you ever cried for DBSK?
yup,but seldom only when jaejoong cried then i'll follow.

Which member(s) do you wish to meet the most?
I'M GREEDY!haha..xD! Ofcourse all of them

Which member(s) do you think will like you?
hehe..i wish my jaejoongie oppa^^

Which member do you want to go on a date with?
still stick to my answer..ofcos HEROJJ!

Which member(s) have you dreamt about?
jaejoong but it's the horror dreamt..i dun want to dream of this anymore!!

Hero or Max? Hero
U-know or Xiah? same
Micky or Max? Max
Hero or U-know? hehe!!loyal to my jaejoongie

Who should be the leader?
i tink yunho is more suitable for this role.

When did you start knowing DBSK?
7 years ago,thanks to my mum who bought their 1st single for me.

Did you remember all their names?
O.F.C.O.U.R.S.E!XiahJunsu(Kim),MickyYoochun(Park),YoungwoongJaejoong(Kim),MaxChangmin (Shim)and UknowYunho(Jung).

Do you ever regret knowing all these boys?
NOPE!

Tag People : u r reading this right?..then u r tagged! (copied from aiza)
SINCE i don't know how to tag..hehe^^

Mood:

PATI x PATI

2009-03-09T22:06:00.005+08:00

so HOT!beware you may get noseblood while looking at the pictures.

my jaejoongie♥

Credits to t-flavor @ dnbn!

in process..fixing

2009-03-08T23:56:00.005+08:00

trying to fix my blog.there is faulty with my cbox =(
i should be studying instead of changing my template but i just can't keep myself from not doing these.
screw my prelim paper tomorrow!!

~~EDIT~~

At last,i finished changing the layout but still got problem and i can't figure out the problem.
i really need help from her.i hope she'll reply me asap.
thank you!!!
the problem with the previous one:i got annoyed with the cbox as the refresh was not working.

~~Tomorrow~~..later i plan to wake up at 7.30am

sinsin,fighting~~~!!!!

(The Truth revealed)

2009-03-08T17:12:00.003+08:00

here's the truth of da NTU case!!!you can read the article here
i saw arti's msn display message.hehe!thank you,arti^^
or else i won't know the truth behind all these.it's like twisting the fact.

morning soon

2009-03-08T04:27:00.000+08:00

I really want to sleep but i feel guilty when i think of my prelim. SO STUDY!!!
IT'S like forcing myself to study AND memorize all those theory!!WHY izit so hard to digest into my brain???!!arGHH!
I didn't attend my 1st prelim paper MA so this monday no matter what i must attend, even though i'm not prepared.
JUST GO and TRY!i guess i could survive *hehe..xD!reminds me of SURVIVOR song.

3hours ago,i received email from my so-called 'dear'. She seldom asked me for help so how can i turned her down when she only asked me to look for this necklace and how can i say "NO" to my dear right?
and it's not a difficult task too^^
Perlini Silver's necklace

i like it too!thinking of getting one for myself ^^

p.s: ineedmybeautysleepnow. goodnight,GBU!sweetdream
♥ ♥i want to dream of 'him'♥ ♥

Your eyes only ～曖昧なぼくの輪郭～

2009-03-06T23:27:00.000+08:00

I fall in love with this song 'Your eyes only ～曖昧なぼくの輪郭～' by Exile~♬

what i'm doing now?
currently waiting for youtube to finish loading the whole episodes of Kim Jong Kook Immortal Musical Classics S2.In this episode,there was reunion with FC슛돌이 S1.
I miss 성우(11번)!he has the best smile i ever seen.so cutee
maybe some of you never seen him before.

승준이~he is the handsome and pretty one!the goal keeper

credit to http://kr.blog.yahoo.com/fcshootdoli/